लघु उपन्यास (part 4)

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;bfem}F ef]lnkN6 klg t];|f] 306L nfUof] . d vfnL ePF . d pgsf] k|ltIffdf sf]7f g+= & df al;/x] . st} of] k|ltIff d]/f] sdhf]/L t xf]Og eGg] klg lyof] dgdf . d pgL;Fu a;]sf] b]v] eg] ;fyLx¿n] s]   eGnfg\ < sf]7fdf PSn} pgL;Fu a;]sf] b]v]/ ;fyLx¿n] lh:Sofpg] df}sf yKg' dfq x'G5 ls Û t/ xf]Og, lsg lh:Sofpg] pgLx¿n] dnfO{ . d}n] s] la/fpFb} 5' / < xfd|f] 306L vfnL 5 To;}n] a;]sf] eGg] pQ/ lbg]5' d ;fyLx¿nfO{ . cflb cGt/lqmofx¿ ;NanfO/x]sf lyP dgdf .

d leq 5', pgL aflx/ . d PSn}, pgL ;fyL;Fu . d k|tLIffdf 5', pgL xtf/df . d pgL cfpFb}l5g\ eG5', pgL elG5g\ hfpmF . dnfO{ k|tLIff vNnf] nfU5 . dnfO{ pgsf] k|ltIff vNnf] nfu]sf]n] aflx/ lg:sG5' t/ pgL vNnf]nfO{ 6/f]{ agfpFb} …uOg\Ú . pgL emg\ tLtf] agfpFb} …uOg\Ú . pgL SoflG6g jf k':tsfno uOg\ .

of] k|tLIffdf hfu]sf] pT;'stfn] dnfO{ emg\ bnbndf 8f]¥ofPsf] /x]5 . dnfO{ emg\ lxnf]df nu]sf] /x]5 . hxfF u8]kl5 lg:sg ufx|f] x'G5, efl;Pkl5 kl5 v'§f tfGg / y'Tg wf}–wf} jf k|no x'G5 . d;Fu lxhf] Tolt s'/f u/]kl5 pgL cfpg' kg]{, lsg cfOgg\ < ;fob pgLdf ulDe/tf 5}g xf]nf . To;}n] xf]nf gcfPsf] . …ef]ln l;sfOlbg';\ x}Ú eg]sL / d}n] klg …x'G5Ú eg]sf] pgn] ;lDemg' kg]{, lsg ;lDemgg\ < pgn] lal;{Og xf]nf . d;Fu u/]sf afrf lgDg:t/Lo lyP xf]nfg\ . To;}n] pgn] e'lng\ xf]nf . t/ xf]Og, olb d}n] la;]{sf] 5}g eg] pgn] s;/L lal;{Og\ < d}n] To; afrfnfO{ lgDg:t/Lo dfg]sf] 5}g eg] pgn] s;/L olt lgDg tl/sfn] lg0f{o ul/g\ <

d}n] olt ;fgf] s'/fnfO{ klg o:tf] ulDe/ ¿kdf lnPF < jf:tjdf pgn] d;Fu …dnfO{ l;sfOlbg';\ x}Ú eg]/ o:tf] x]NofOF u/]sL l5g\ eg] d}n] lsg 6fpsf] b'vfpg' . dnfO{ s] g} ePsf] 5 / <

t/ ddf w]/} lalt;]sf] /x]5 . pgL cfpF5' eg]/ gcfPsf]df d]/f] cfTdLo l/; p7]sf] /x]5 . d}n] yfx} gkfO{ pgnfO{ ufnL ug{ vf]Hg] ;fx; ddf cfPsf] /x]5 . d]/f] dgn] pgL k|lt l/; dflg/x]sf] /x]5 . To;}n] xf]nf ef]lnkN6 7Ls To;}a]nf k|Zg hfU5—

ælxhf] cfpF5' eg]/ lsg gcfPsf] <Æ

æcfk"mn] gaf]nfpg] === . cfpg" egL af]nfpg' k5{ lg t . d}n] t af]nfpg' xf]nf / hfpFnf elg aflx/ pleO/x]sL lyP . tkfO{+n] af]nfpg' ePg clg ;fyL;Fu k':tsfnolt/ uPF .Æ

æd leq} al;/x]sf] lyPF . tkfO{+nfO{ g} klv{/x]sf] lyPF . dnfO{ s] yfxf ls tkfO{+nfO{ af]nfpg' kYof]{ eg]/ . d}n] t tkfO{+ st} hfg] sfd k¥of] xf]nf eG7fg]sf] lyPF .Æ

ætkfO{+n] s]xL eGg'ePg . km]l/ d}n] klg tkfO{+sf] s]xL vf; sfd k/]/ geg]sf] xf]nf eg]/ uPF .Æ

æ7Ls} 5 s]xL ePg . d]/f] To:tf] sfd s]xL klg lyPg .Æ

æTo;f] eP cfh l;sfOlbg';\ g t . v}, lstfa sxfF 5 lg < -cfˆgf] Jofudf vf]Hb}_Æ

æd}n] egL;s]sf] 5' x} …d}n] s]xL klg hfg]sf] 5}gÚ . ;lhnf]–;lhnf] h] hfGb5' ToxL k9\g] x} ÛÆ

æoL === -lstfasf] Pp6f cEof; b]vfpFb}_ of] elGbg';\ g . dnfO{ a'emfOlbg';\ x} .Æ

d}n] cfk"mn] hfg]sf s]xL s'/fx¿ eGb} uP . pgL klg ;'Gb} uOg\–   ;'lggg\ . a'lemg\ ===a'lemgg\ -b'j} ul/g\ ._

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