लघु उपन्यास: जिजीबिषा (भाग 5)

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d sNkgfsf] e"d/Ldf ?dlNnFb} uPF . d]/f efjgfsf t/Ëx¿n] pgLnfO{ ao]nL v]nfpFb} nu] . Pp6} tfndf Pp6} 8'Ëfdf ofqf u/]sf ofqLx¿ ;/x Jojxf/ ub}{ uOof] xfdL . w]/} lbgsf] ofqf lyof] . slxn]sflxF la;f}gLdf klg lbg latfpg' kb{Yof] . lsg lsg Ps lbg klg olb pgL ofqfdf cg'kl:yt /lxg\ eg] stf–stf ;xofqLsf] cefjdf d]/f] dgn] vNnf] dfg]/ 8'Ëf cl8GYof] Ps l5g\ .

dfG5]n] eGg] u5{g\ ls dfG5]sf cfFvfn], p;sf] cg'xf/n] w]/} s'/fx¿ JoQm ul//x]sf x'G5g\ . p;sf] cg'xf/ k9\g ;lsG5 / To;af6 w]/} s'/f a'‰g ;lsG5 . t/ ;a} dfG5]df of] Ifdtf x'Fbf]/x]g5 . ;a} dfG5]n] cg'xf/ k9]/ s'/f a'‰bf /x]g5g\ . o;df ;Lk rflxFbf]/x]5 . o;sf nflu sf}zn x'g'kbf]{/x]5 . dgf]lj1fgdf cgle1 JolQmn] o:tf] ug{ ;Sbf]  /x]g5 . d]/f] cg'xf/n] ug{ vf]h]sf s'/f, d]/f cfFvfn] JoQm ug{ rfx]sf ljrf/ / d]/f] dgn] af]ln/x]sf] efiff cd"s ¿kd} s'l07t /xg' k¥of] . leqleq} cf]Onfpg yfn] tL ljrf/x¿ / leq} bldt x'g] nIf0f b]vf kg{ yfn] efiffsf] klg .

;dosf] KjfFvnfO{ sf6\g] Ifdtf ;fob o; ;+;f/df s;}sf] /x]g5 . To;nfO{ ckfË u/fpg ;Sg] sf]xL /x]g5 . olb x'GYof] eg] Tof] sfd ug{ kl5 kb}{gYof] xf]nf sf]xL klg . o:tf] ePsf] v08df d]/f] dgn] klg zflGt kfpg] lyof] xf]nf .

u'lD;O{/x]sf s'/fx¿, cf]OnfO/x]sf ljrf/x¿ / bldt efiffsf] k|:k'm6g x'g' cfZro{sf] ljifo t aGg] xf]Og < h:tf] nfUg yfNof] ddf . lsgls o;sf] z'ed'x"t{ g} k/]sf] b]lvFb}g . obfsbf d'x"t{ lgSnG5 t/ ;fdfGo afwf b]lvG5 cufl8 . afwf x6\b5 t/ d'x"t{ lalt;s]sf] x'G5 .

cfˆgf] dgsf s'/fx¿ pgsf] ;fd' /fVg rfxG5' . cfk"mn] pgLk|lt /fv]sf] b[li6sf]0fnfO{ k|i6 kfg{ rfxG5' . pgL glhs x'Fbf ;fx; a6'N5' . ;fx; a6'Nbf a6'Nb} pgL 6f9f x'lG5g\ . d af]Ng rfxG5' t/ pgLdf d af]Ng / d]/f] dgsf] s'/f /fVg rfx]sf] clek|fo a'‰g] k'm;{b x'Fb}g . d]/f] dgn] t pgnfO{ atfO;s]sf] lyof] ls pgnfO{ rfxG5' eg]/ . t/ === . pgLaf6 a'em]sf] ;ª\s]t b]vf kb}{gYof] . x'g klg of] Pp6f caf]w afnssf] kL8f p;nfO{ ;w}F :ofxf/–;';f/, kfng–kf]if0f ug]{ cfdfn] dfq a'‰g ;lS5g\ . cfˆgf] dfof p;df kf]v]sL x'lG5g\ . cfˆgf] :g]x p;df ck]{sL x'lG5g\ . cfk"mn] cfˆgf] dfof kf]v]sf] / cfˆgf] :g]x ck]{sf] afnssf x/]s lqmofsnfk ;DaGwL k"0f{ hfgsf/L /xG5 Pp6L cfdfdf . pgn] a'‰g ;lS5g\ cfˆgf] afnssf] cg'xf/n] af]n]sf] s'/f . pgn] s]nfpg ;lS5g\ d'vfs[ltsf /]vfx¿sf] efjnfO{ . pgn] lgofNg ;lS5g\ / ;dfwfg ug{ ;lS5g\ p;sf leqL cft{gfbx¿nfO{ . t/ Pp6L, dfq cfOdfO{, h;n] Tof] caf]wk|lt rf;f] /fv]sL x'Flbgg\ pgLdf tL cg'xf/n] af]n]sf s'/fx¿ a'‰g], d'vfs[ltsf /]vfx¿sf] efjnfO{ s]nfpg] / leqL cft{gfbx¿nfO{ lgofn]/ ;dfwfg ug{ ;Sg] Ifdtf /x]sf] x'Fb}g . pgL cfkm}df pgnfO{ Tof] cfjZostfsf] dx;'; x'Fb}g . pgLdf Tof] sf}znsf] cefj /x]sf] x'G5 . lsgls pgL klg ToxL afns h:t} caf]w t/ 1fg/lxt cgle1 x'lG5g\ . tL gf/Ln] dfof ug{ l;s]sL 5}gg\ . pgLn] :g]x kf]Vg hfg]sL 5}gg\ . pgnfO{ dfofsf] kf7 l;sfPsf] 5}g s;}n] klg .

…dfofÚ zAb t pgn] ;'g]s} x'g'kg]{ . o;sf] kl/eflift cy{ klg pgsf nflu gf}nf] gx'g'kg]{ . s'g} tflnd t lng' kb}{g o;df . s'g} sIffdf egf{ x'g' kb}{g dfof ug{ t . t/, pgsf] of] cgle1tf, pgsf] j]jf:t]kgn] t s] atfpF5 eg] pgn] o;sf] kf7 l;Sg' kg]{ cfjZostf /x]5 . cfk"mnfO{ ;Ddfg ug]{ JolQmsf] ;Ddfg ug{ cfk"mn] klg hfGg' k5{ . ;xof]u ug]{nfO{ ;xof]u lbg hfGg'k5{ . ;fyL rfxg] ;fyLnfO{ ;fyL agfpg ;Sg'k5{ . dfof ug]{nfO{ dfof lbg hfGg'k5{ .

t/ o; ;+;f/df JolQm :jtGq hGd]sf] x'G5 . pm PSnf] JolQm dfq xf] . p;sf] :jtGq ljrf/x¿ x'G5g\ . :jtGq ;f]rfO x'G5g\ . cfk"mn] rfx]sf] ug{ kfpg] clwsf/ 5 ;a}nfO{ .

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